Thursday, July 31, 2014

The Balance Wheel

Just when you feel strong, you get shoved from behind. Maybe it's your own fault, maybe it's external, maybe all of the above. 

Doubts, questions, fears. 

I think I have moments of everything. 

Peace, calm, acceptance. 

I'm all over the place. I don't know whether I want to be left alone in a cocoon or if I need to be around my friends more. Something needs. Maybe something is too much. 

I think I'm trying too hard, in any case. 

Pre-race jitters? Definitely some of that. 

Missing my kid? A lot of that. 

Get yourself together, girl, cuz this is a mighty fine life. 39 is beautiful.